So you'd like to spend a summer depressed and reading? I can help you. The first step is get yourself good and depressed, if you aren't already. Maybe this is all too easy for you to do. It shouldn't be too hard, but I know how it is; Sometimes it works out, sometimes not. Practice some self hypnotism and meditation, see how it goes. Depressed or not, it doesn't really matter, but it probably helps if you're sad and hot and don't have much else going on. You start to avoid people, break all obligations. You let them all think that you've lost your ability to care, but that's not right, is it? You're caring more than ever, aren't you, you sad, stupid kid? You wish that you didn't care at all. It's a terrible burden on you. It's screwing you up. You can't sleep because it's too hot and you can't stop your mind from reeling with sad thoughts. You start picking up books as a distraction. You read all you can, as fast as you can, to keep your head filled. And you've got a lot of time on your hands now that you don't throw away your time in responsibilities, people or slumber.

I had a whole dominos pizza last night. Yep, this always happens. Oh well. Now what?